Me Myself And I

"I cannot live without vengeance," he said. that was what the brother of an iraqi sunni said when his brother was found dead. if only he was dead. he was tortured and beaten, his shoulders broken, drill holes in his legs and face, purple marks covered his body. and who did this to him? another muslim…. thats the sad part- in a world where everyone and everything is against islam muslims are supposed to get together, stand as one- but we dont. the sectarian violence in iraq right now is unbelievable. i couldnt stop crying when i read the article.. all young men with their lives ahead of them… they were innocent this iraqi man was at his pet shop… he was killed because he was sunni..

its sad and pathetic to see the way muslims are today, killing each other in war ravaged places like iraq or to see them so westernized in clothing, talking, and acting in other countries like amman and lebanon and even in western countries like the US- they are imitators, who waste their time trying to be someone they arent and its disgusting to me.. there are the few good ones ofcourse, but they are few.. 

"I cannot live without vengeance," he said. that was what the brother of an iraqi sunni said when his brother was found dead. violence begets violence and this cycle will never stop or at least not my lifetime. palestine, iraq i think theres more to come. allah yistur.. makes me think that the stupid fight i had with my husband last night was really pointless and unimportant- you pick ur fights and this wasnt worth picking and getting depressed over. the article i read today now thats worth pondering about..  khalas i dont want to write anymore………

allah yir7am al jamee3.. 

well i had this posted in a previous blog that i had started (am gonna cancel that one today theres no need for it to take up server space) and i liked it so much i decided to carry it over here:

Container

This excerpt is from the end of the song ‘Nothing Left To Do‘ by Outlandish. I don’t know who says it, but it is a very well stated point and truth.

“Every vessel, every container will only pour out what is contained in it and that’s very obvious. And so your tongue is your ability to express what lies in your spirit- television, movies, the friends you hang out with, the music you listen to- everything around you is environmental forces that shape how your being is and how your heart is. And when you open your mouth to speak its like your heart is a sponge that absorbs all of this material from around you- essentially what you’re doing is squeezing what is in you and what out comes out is going to be what has been compiled in your mind and in your memory. Obviously you can only express in your heart what has been placed in it and so in order for the outcome and the output from the tongue to be positive the input in that needs to be positive.”

i have always wanted to start something and finish it. i hope this will be it. this is the real me or as real as i will allow myself to be. not a politically correct blog, not an advice blog, just me. writing as if its my journal. no editing 60 times before i post something! just words flowing on paper- or in this case online. a journal for me to look back on and think… contemplate.. stuff that interest me, that i like. i hope i finish this or do something with it….inshallah